You say i am good in many things.
But if i am so good, why you would agree to leave?
AND I SWEAR I HAVE THE URGE TO PRESS ENTER JUST NOW.
OH SHARKS!
You know his :( doesn't refer to you but her.


OHH FUCK. WAKE UP DONNA!
 

I know i can't run to you and ask for comfort anymore.
I should know that i can't tell you things that i should not do so.
I know i am not suppose to tell you how i feel.
I know where i stand and i wouldn't hope for anything from now on.
I know what i suppose to do.  :\

I swear i feel like shit now. :(
Its been so long i allow myself to cry.
LITERALLY crying out loud.
I don't know why am i feeling this way.
I need comfort.
Your comfort.
But, at the same time i don't want it too.
I'm afraid i gonna spoil everything.
I don't wanna make anyone unhappy.
I wanna speak up what i wanna say.
I wanna run to you and tell you this 1mth plus i feel like shit.
REALLY LIKE SHIT. :(
  But can i?
I really hate myself.
I am spoiling everything.
Maybe you and her...
And i come in between?
OHH FUCK MYSELF.!
I swear i am a bitch!
I can just fuck myself and die!


@#$%^&*r#$%^&*&^%^%&*&%$%^&*^%^&*&^%%^%&*&^%^&*&^%^$%##@#$%^&*()_ Whole world just hate me please!





p/s : Can i run to you and hide in your arms? :(

 

I have many things to ask.
I refuse to or i have no idea how should i start.
I want to know everything.
When will be the time that i actually don't have to open up my mouth and you will know what i want to ask.
You will tell me everything.
So i wouldn't have any doubts.
I know i have no rights.
I have no rights to know any single thing.
But i just cant help it.
Give me a knock on my head and wake me up please.





p/s : Twin, i am sorry that i miss both training days. My cramp and my blood keep pestering me :(
You are working hard alone yet i am doing nothing at home. :(
How i wish i can train with you.
Jiayou okay? I
WILL BE BACK SOON once i get rid of my menses!
HAH.
lovelove ♥